I'm 25. Why do I feel like I'm behind in my life & need to rush?

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Asked at 2012-09-26 10:53:03
I have a BA degree in Spanish from the University, but has not yet mastered, since older literature that teaches grammar and conversation. I graduated in August 2006 and have not had much chance to study my Spanish or start any new language because of many crises in my life. I have not been employed since graduation, either. Been dying for work, but I can only do jobs that do not exceed my mental limitations and gives me an anxiety attack, then fire me. That almost happened to me before graduation, when I was doing a federal work-study job through the school's financial aid. My supervisor threatened to fire him, but luckily he did not. Before that, he worked a temporary service work one day, and I have trouble standing up for more than 20 min., And I struggled for 8 hours. That was not the reason that I was fired women. She fired me because I heard someone ask me why my face shaking a lot, and I told him I have Tourette's, and supervisor heard it and misunderstood what I said and tried to accuse me of saying that you have seizures, I did not say t . They told me I had to say goodbye because they could not have someone working for them as well. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus From August 2006 to April 2007, I tried to go to school Translation @ New York University School of Continuing and Professional Studies. Before I knew it, these people I was paying $ 125 a week to stay with them. They do not care about my Social Security and SSI check being late, and suddenly threw me. So they put me in a mental health shelter and gave me a false diagnosis and made me go to these schools as stupid, elementary programs day that it was too advanced. And had me in the wrong medicines, and not let me work or go to school. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus In 2005 I went through Hurricane Katrina, but that was before graduation, but the experience and aftermath affected my grades. I could have graduated with a higher GPA and earlier. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I suffer from OCD, anxiety, depression, and Tourette's syndrome, and I had 2 times @ 5 years. In New York, they tried to say he was bipolar and put me on Depakote and forced me against my will to take under staff supervision, and got up to 304 lbs. @ Most. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I feel like my symptoms and disorders as people try and discriminate against me, is what caused a hold on my life. My depression and OCD have been getting worse and worse, and medications do not help. I stay @ home and try to study my Spanish independently, but I can not because I'm always distracted by unwanted intrusive thoughts. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I feel my desired career as a multilingual translator has been felt behind. I have to start my Spanish from scratch. But I can not concentrate or focus clearly. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I'm still single and childless, and my credit score is probably the lowest of the low, and my student loans and other debts are high rocket. I get anxiety attacks every day because I feel like all my daily tasks can not be completed, even though I'm not working. I'm talking about tasks, like handling phone calls business or internet business e-mails for jobs online or in person, cleaning the house, etc. I feel trapped in a ditch and can not leave. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus The strange thing is that you can have a degree, but I have many skills or experience of hard work, and employers refuse to hire me because they think I'm retarded because of my anxiety and uncontrollable obvious that I can not hide. I have always afraid of failing the interview or being judged negatively.

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